take a walk so I can cry. don’t cry during walk. get to back in building. end up sobbing in bathroom. leave bathroom. try to walk to class. panic attack and sob more. run out back door. sob more in alleyway. almost throw up from panic attack. stranger walks by. get scared run away. sob more in bathroom. i feel pathetic and I hate everything and I still have a half hour before schools out. at least I can use the cold weather as excuse for my red puffy face.