good thing I was home alone. I haven’t legit screamed and yelled and broke things like that in months.

I can’t find my fork though. I think I threw it at my closet. and kinda liked that figurine, but it made a nice satisfying shattery sound against my wall.

but now my throat really hurts from screaming. or it could be from kissing someone who was smoking. don’t fucking know either way ugh

gunna go take a bath and try to rewire my emotions. and maybe throw up

kudos to Hannah, Katy, and Andrea for dealing with me over the phone and actually managing to calm me down a bit, that was pretty impressive I have to say.

I’m so drained right now oh my god